My thoughts...

Tennis (women) - MARIA SHARAPOVA

2011-05-14T08:34:00.000-07:00

I was sixteen yrs old and she was 17..i was sitting in front of d tv in my hse living room while doing my assignment and suddenly my dad on the sports channel where Wimbledon Ladies Singles FInals were going on..and the players, World Number 1 Serene Williams and an unknown 17 yr old Maria Sharapova.. i was amazed the way she played..her determination adn her confident reli made me hope for her victory so badly on taht day..and she WON! i realised that if we want it, with hardwork and alot of determination we can DO IT!

Sharapova was born in 1987 to Yury and Yelena, ethnic Russians, in the town of Nyagan' in Siberia, Russia. Her parents moved from Gomel, Belarus after the Chernobyl nuclear accident in 1986 affected the region.[7] When Sharapova was two, the family moved to Sochi where her father befriended Aleksandr Kafelnikov, whose son Yevgeny would go on to win two Grand Slam singles titles and became Russia's first ever World No. 1 tennis player. Aleksandr gave Sharapova her first tennis racket at the age of four, where upon she began practicing regularly with her father in a local park.[8] She took her first tennis lessons with veteran Russian coach Yuri Yutkin, who was instantly impressed when he first saw her play, noting her "exceptional hand-eye co-ordination."[9]
At the age of seven, Sharapova attended a tennis clinic in Moscow run by Martina Navrátilová, who recommended professional training at the Nick Bollettieri Tennis Academy in Florida, which had previously trained players such as Andre Agassi, Monica Seles and Anna Kournikova.[8] With money tight, Yuri was forced to borrow the sum that would allow him and his daughter, neither of whom could speak English, to travel to America, which they finally did in 1994.[9] Visa restrictions prevented Sharapova's mother from joining them for two years.[7] Arriving in Florida with just $700 to his name,[9] Sharapova's father took various low-paying jobs, including dish-washing, to fund her lessons until she was old enough to be admitted to the academy. In 1995, she was signed by IMG, who agreed to pay the annual tuition fee of $35,000 for Sharapova to stay at the academy, allowing her to finally enroll at the age of 9.[8]
Sharapova currently not only an athelete, she is also a model and charityperson :)

My Inspiring Sports Personalities

2011-05-14T08:25:00.000-07:00

The upcoming posts by me is going to be abt my inspiring sports personalities from all d sports that i have interest it..

man utd to be champions :D

2011-05-14T03:42:00.000-07:00

Manchester United need only one point from their remaining matches to be crowned EPL champions for the 19th time which will make them the best n most winners of all time surpassing Liverpool's record of 18times..yeay!! so chelsea, looks like roman going to make more player in and out, liverpool who la created you'll never walk alone for u ppl, its lika jinx, u guya have been walking alone without trophy all along :P:P and arsenal, d pitiest of all..u guys are actually good but not consistent, so lotsa love to arsene wenger :D n of coz, to man city,muahaha, dream on :P:P its devils nite and GLORY GLORY MANCHESTER UNITED..wohoooo..

hanshika motwani is simply cuteeeee :))

2011-05-14T02:11:00.000-07:00

simbhu and anushka? interesting n sweet :)

2011-05-14T02:06:00.000-07:00

interesting..simbhu and anushka are an item..wow..i bet its after vaanam..which is definitely a super movie..
This is going to be the biggest surprise for Kollywood and Tollywood in 2010! If the sources are to be believed, Kollywood's young superstar Silambarasan, known for his rollicking love affairs in the past, will soon marry reigning actress Anushka. The actress is rumoured to have said ‘yes’ to Simbu recently, when he proposed her during their long drive on his X6 BMW and presented her with a solitaire ring from Tiffany’s.

The Simbu-Anushka marriage rumour started to spread after Simbu reportedly told his dear ones about the marriage during a night out at a city bar. "Anushka is a total beauty. I admire her professionalism and the grace with which she handles her personal life. Truly, I am lucky to have her. I am planning to take her to Rome or Florence for the honeymoon. She deserves the best," the actor was quoted as saying.The actress has apparently visited Simbu’s parents and sought their blessings last week. While Simbu is planning to get his clothes done by Sidney Sladen, Anushka is now visiting all the Chennai designers to plan her trousseau and her make-up man Nikki has already started exploring ‘looks’ for her big day, it is said.

After marriage, the couple plans to set up home in Chennai and their own production house. Simbu has already indulged his ladylove in some expensive gifts, including a De Beers diamond necklace and a Mont Blanc pen. The actress has even inked a few film contracts opposite Simbu, it is said. Stay with us for more surprises.

Read more: http://www.southdreamz.com/2010/05/simbu-to-wed-anushka.html#ixzz1MJfew9cS

2011-05-14T01:58:00.000-07:00

Bin Tere – Bollywood Hindi Song Lyrics
Movie: I Hate Luv Stories (2010)
Music Director: Vishal – Shekhar
Director: Punit Malhotra
Lyricist: Kumar
Starring: Imran Khan, Sonam Kapoor, Sameer Dattani
Song Title: Bahara
Singer(s): Shafqat Amanat Ali, Sunidhi Chauhan
Release Date: July 2nd 2010
Bin Tere Lyrics
Lost and lonely coz you’re the only one
That knows me and I can’t be without you
Lost and lonely coz you’re the only one
That knows me and I can’t be without you
Hai kya yeh jo tere mere darmiyaan hai
Andekhi ansuni koi dastaan hai
Hai kya yeh jo tere mere darmiyaan hai
Andekhi ansuni koi dastaan hai
Lagne lagi, ab zindagi khaali
Hai meri
Lagne lagi har saans bhi khaali (lost and lonely)
Bin tere, bin tere, bin tere (lost and lonely)
Koi khalish hai hawayon mein bin tere (lost and lonely)
Bin tere, bin tere, bin tere (lost and lonely)
Koi khalish hai hawayon mein bin tere (lost and lonely)
Ajnabi se huye kyun pal saare
Yeh nazar se nazar yeh milaate hi nahin
Ik gani dehaayi cha gayi hai
Manzilein raaston mein hi gum hone lagi
Ho gayi ansuni har dua ab meri
Reh gayi ankahi bin tere (lost and lonely)
Bin tere, bin tere, bin tere (lost and lonely)
Koi khalish hai hawayon mein bin tere (lost and lonely)
Bin tere, bin tere, bin tere (lost and lonely)
Koi khalish hai hawayon mein bin tere (lost and lonely)
Raah mein roshni ni hai kyun haath choda
Iss taraf shaam ne kyun hai apna muh moda
Yun ke har subah ik bereham si baat ban gayi
Hai kya yeh jo tere mere darmiyaan hai
Andekhi ansuni koi dastaan hai
Lagne lagi, ab zindagi khaali khaali
Lagne lagi har saans bhi khaali (lost and lonely)
Bin tere, bin tere, bin tere (lost and lonely)
Koi khalish hai hawayon mein bin tere (lost and lonely)
Bin tere, bin tere, bin tere (lost and lonely)
Koi khalish hai hawayon mein bin tere (lost and lonely)
Bin tere, bin tere, bin tere (lost and lonely)
Koi khalish hai hawayon mein bin tere .. lost and lonely ..
lost and lonely…lost and lonely

2011-05-14T01:54:00.000-07:00

Movie: I Hate Luv Stories (2010)
Music Director: Vishal – Shekhar
Director: Punit Malhotra
Lyricist: Kumar
Starring: Imran Khan, Sonam Kapoor, Sameer Dattani
Song Title: Bahara
Singer(s): Shreya Ghoshal, Sona Mohapatra
Release Date: July 2nd 2010
Bahara Lyrics
Ho tohra saajan ayo tore desh
Badli badra badla saavan
Badla jag ne bhes re
Tohra saajan ayo tore desh
Soyi soyi palkho pe chalke
Mere sapno ke khidki pe aa gaya
Aate jaate phir mere dil ke
Inn haathon mein woh khat pakda gaya
Pyar ka… lafzo mein rang hai pyar ka
Bahara bahara
Hua dil pehli baar ve
Bahara bahara
Ke chain toh huwa farar ve
Bahara bahara
Hua dil pehli pehli baar ve
Ho tohra saajan ayo tore desh
Badli badra badla saavan
Badla jag ne bhes re
Tohra saajan ayo tore desh
Woh kabhi dike zameen pe
Kabhi woh chand pe
Yeh… nazar kahe usse yahan
Mein rakhloo bandh ke
Ek saans mein
Dhadkano ke paas mein
Haan paas mein ghar banaye
Hai bhoole yeh jahaan
Bahara bahara
Hua dil pehli baar ve
Bahara bahara
Ke chain toh huwa farar ve
Bahara bahara
Hua dil pehli pehli baar ve
Preet mein tori ore saawariya
Payal jaise chanke bijuriya
Cham cham naache tan pe badariya
Hooo..hoo hoo…
Baadaliya tu bharse ghano
(bharse ghano..bharse ghanoo)
Aaa..aa..aaa..
Jo… yeh badliyan woh chhed de
Toh chalke baarishein
Woh.. de aahate kareeb se
Toh bole khwaishen he aaj kal
Zindagi har ek pal
Har ek pal usse chaahe
Hai jiska dil hua
Bahara bahara
Hua dil pehli baar ve
Bahara bahara
Ke chain toh huwa farar ve
Bahara bahara
Hua dil pehli pehli baar ve
Soyi soyi palkho pe chalke
Mere sapno ke khidki pe aa gaya
Aate jaate phir mere dil ke
Inn haathon mein woh khat pakda gaya
Pyar ka lafzo mein rang hai pyar ka
Bahara bahara
Hua dil pehli baar ve
Bahara bahara
Ke chain toh huwa farar ve
Bahara bahara
Hua dil pehli pehli baar ve
Ho tohra saajan ayo tore desh
Badli badra badla saavan
Badla jag ne bhes re
Tohra saajan ayo tore desh

2011-05-14T01:47:00.000-07:00

En Jannal Vandha Kaattrae Lyrics -Theeradha Vilaiyattu Pillai-

oh rap
un…
i gotta this one
fat one, this one
how am I supposed to pick some
happy with the best of three girls
flirting, kicking me to be the best
okay, I am …..
metropolitan girls
and even in the breeze
have so much girls…
girl at home takin it easy

kaattrae sa ri sa ri ga ma sa ri ga ma
poovae ga ma ga ma ga ma ga ma
nathiyae gala gala gala gala
mazhaiyae sala sala sala sala
isaiyae thakka thakka thimi takka thimi
kaviyae santhangaL konji
mugilae siru siru siru siru
anilae thuru thuru thuru thuru

en jannal vantha kaattrae
oru thaeneer pottu tharava
un veettil vanthu thanga
pen thozhiyai naanum tharava
en vaasal kolam paarththu
oru kavithai sollum vaanam
en kaigal korththu kolla
ada kaattrukkenna naanam
naan kaalgal konda thendral
nadamaadum saalai minnal
naan koonthal kodda maegam
nalamaaga paadum raagam
hey kavithai konjum kuyilae
nee paadap paada sugama
un kaioppamthaan kaettaen
naan mattum thaniyaai varava

kaattrae sa ri sa ri ga ma sa ri ga ma
poovae ga ma ga ma ga ma ga ma
nathiyae gala gala gala gala
mazhaiyae sala sala sala sala
isaiyae thakka thakka thimi takka thimi
kaviyae santhangaL konji
mugilae siru siru siru siru
aNilae thuru thuru thuru thuru

oh rap
only
hey chocolate baby naanae
ithu dollar kottum meenae
ottrai thooki ondru (?)
muzhu ulagam suttruvaenae
saturday naan no no
ada sunday-nnaalum no no
naan samaththu poNNuthaano
ada saththiyama no no
non-veg poNNuthaana
hey enna yaarum kaetta
naan aamaam solla maatten
avan vetkappattu povaan
en vayasa yaarum kaetta
naa vaaya thorakka maatten
en manasa yaarum kaetta
naa maattaennaavae maattaen
so what
enna oorae paakkuthu
so what
en cell number thaeduthu
so what
semma figure-unnu solluthu
so what
summa panam vida aengudhu
so what
dollars-a kuviyudhu
so what
ada euro adikkuthu
so what
black black money parakkudhu
so what
enga bank money irukkudhu

I want her to be mine
to get a finger and to be chance
….

hey thanga thanga thanga
ithu thaavani pOtta manga
iva kitta vanthu kinga
oru aattam podu singa
ithu alli raaNi poNNu
en maela vekkaatha kaNNu
ponnu kaettu varaatha maappu
ada kaaththu kedakku aappu
hey yakka yakka yakka
ada neeyum naanum sokka
puthu polish potta thaekka
our paattu kattu rokka
ithu enga enga aattam
azhagaana malli thottam
ithu enga enga kottam
oru gilli thaandu ottam
so what
hey kuththadi kuththadi
so what
summa koodi kuththadi
so what
hey gummadi gummadi
so what
kanna paththu vaiyyadi
so what
hey aanukkum poNNukkum
so what
hey aanukkum aaNukkum
so what
hey ponukkum poNNukum
so what
hey tha na na na nan na

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2011-05-09T05:03:00.000-07:00

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Life is like a journey. We drive through humps, potholes, highways.. you name it. Find out how DJ Lin lead his life with #protonpersona

2011-05-09T05:02:00.000-07:00

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Mother

2011-05-07T19:40:00.000-07:00

Mother is the most important person in not only my life but in evry one's life..she was the one who brought me into the world..and the first word i said- amma..my mother is a great fren of mine, she is my bff my fren for pillow fight my fren for small small crimes at home..:) hw much time has passed and we're still d same..being d oni child, u cn only play with ur mum all d time :) she alwez give me a kiss on d cheek n say im going to be her baby alwez :)) i love u amma..very much...i promise to make u n appa proud and i promise to be gudfren to u forever..

exam of final of d very final

2011-05-07T06:51:00.000-07:00

im doing my final year n going to sit for my final exam, dat wud be my final ever exam..n nooo mood to study not taking it seriously n its like oh well time to enjoy my finale :P:P i like this feeling..no more exams after this..it feels soo goood..:))

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2011-05-07T01:14:00.000-07:00

OMG
this is not happening to meeee
OMG
:ooo

noooooooo
im being burnt
im living in an oven!
NOOO
i need a swimming pool to save me!!
ohhhh
global warming attacking me
like terrorist attack
nooooooooooooo
like al qaeda
i think osama turn into a ghost n tortuirng d wolrd woth hea
heat
noooooo
n hes attacking me personally bec i hate him so much
noooooooooooooooooo

PANAS!!

2011-05-07T01:08:00.000-07:00

kenapa panas sangat ni?? its like d heat is making me go crazy! argh..this is so not good...i cnt even studyyyy..is this global warming?/ if it is..PLSSS savr the earth!! i cnt stand d heattttt

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2011-05-06T10:01:00.000-07:00

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2011-05-06T09:57:00.000-07:00

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2011-05-06T09:52:00.000-07:00

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2011-05-06T09:51:00.001-07:00

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2011-05-06T09:51:00.000-07:00

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2011-05-06T09:45:00.000-07:00

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2011-05-06T09:16:00.000-07:00

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examz!

2010-12-06T19:40:00.000-08:00

arghhh..examsss are killers muderers. or assasinsss...my days are spoiled bec of them..just bec i study one whole day n one hwole night doesnt mean that m good or not good in dat subject rite..duh!! why cant ppl ustand dat!! i mean u can still look at refs wen u work wats da big deal abt that!

all smiles =)

2010-11-28T03:19:00.000-08:00

it was all smiles on the day i met you..
it was all smiles the first time i spoke to you..
it was all smiles when we became friends..
it was all smiles when you went into my heart..
it is all smiles every time i see you..
it is all smiles every time you smile at me..
it is all smiles when hold my hand..
it is all smiles when you hold me..
it is all smiles when u make me smile..
it is going to be all smiles forever my life with you by my side =)

Love Life & Friendship

2010-10-23T10:15:00.000-07:00

Wikipedia says love is the emotion of strong affection and personal attachment. In philosophical context, love is a virtue representing all of human kindness, compassion, and affection. LOL..dats wat my response for mr.Wikipedia =) is that all love is about? NAHH..its more than that..love is love of everything..u can even love a frog that is..but you love and that matters..its funny how love creeps into human and stays there, even when its no more in their mind..hearts stores love, like forever..example, u loved to eat lets say cotton candy when ur like about 3 years old..and then u grew up and ur mind forgets about it, but then when u see that same cotton candy like about 30years later ur heart reminds u about the love u had for it..that is love for a mere cotton candy..and love for human,is just something not just extra special but it is extraordinarily special..the love we feel for our family is extraordinary, the love we feel for our special one is specially extraordinary, and the love we feel for our frens are extraordinary as well...its brilliant how human can love so many people at once, we are the privileged species i would say..loving our family is not a must or responsibility,its within us..its the only kind of love that we are bron with..we feel in love with our mom when we share her food, fell in love with our dad when we hold his finger to learn how to walk and we fell in love with our siblings when we run along with them in the playground..
and as for our special ones, its even more extraordinary..they are not the love we were born with but they are the love we discovered in our life and they became the sweetest love in our life, almost like a fairytale..its hard to explain the feeling we get when our heart beats extra fast when we look into the special person's eyes, when the special person touches us or when their smile almost melts us..that feeling of love is hard to explain, hard to understand and very hard to feel until we meet THE ONE =)...
and friendship is a beautiful gift to us given by ourselves...we find frens so its our gift to ourselves isnt it..we all love our frens..our true frens,those are with us when we need them and those are still there wen we dun need them..lol..frens are there always and forever..they love us when we make a mistake, they love us when we correct their mistake..that love is a giving love and only giving love..
there are many love moving around the world..love rules the world and our ability to love puts mankind in a very special position..we feel happy when a baby is born and we feel sad when someone leaves us..all of us are going to leave our loved ones one day..and at that time we dont want to regret the fact that we forget to love anyone..

Beautiful people..

2010-10-02T11:31:00.000-07:00

Beautiful people are one of the most beautiful thing that can happen to a person,
beautiful people in my life are truly beautiful,
beautiful people in my make me smile,
beautiful people in my life make me laugh,
beautiful people in my life hold me when i need them,
beautiful people in my life take the loneliness out of me,
beautiful people in my life brings the best out of me,
beautiful people in my life help me to enjoy the beauty of life, especially with them,
beautiful people in my life make my life beautiful,
beautiful people in my life are my friends and i love the beautiful people in my life..=)

LONESOME

2010-10-02T11:28:00.000-07:00

i used to like being alone,
it excites me,
it gives me a real peace of mind,
and being alone was like a gift to me,
how much all that changed since you..

i never really felt it since for the past few days,
u were not here with me,
how alone i am,
right now at this very damn moment..

and i realise after a very long time,
loneliness can kill..

i hate being alone,
and thats not just a statement,
its my heart's cry,
which im sure you would have heard,
as my heart is in you sweetheart...

i hate sitting at the cafeteria alone,
i hate eating there alone,
i hate it when someone stare at me,
i hate it when someone ask me if the chair next to me is empty,
i hate it when i have to stare at my food the whole time i eat,
why? because i have no reason to look up,
i hate it when tears play hide and seek through my eyes,
because it gives a bitter taste to the food im eating,
funny to say, but i hate it to feel hungry when you're not with me...

i wish i didn have to disturb you like how i did,
i know you're away and you're with your family,
i am very sorry for that,
but i just needed to know there is someone for me and im not alone...

i wish im more independent,
but more than that,
i wish im never hungry without you,
i wish im never bored without you,
i wish i never have to do anything without you,
even better,
i wish im never alive wihout you...
because eventually the lonneliness will kill me...<3

Disability is strength..

2010-03-31T19:02:00.000-07:00

Few years back when i first stepped into a home of disabled people, i was so depressed that i couldn't eat for days or even sleep...to see them like that almost killed me..at that point of my life i was enjoying the so called perfect world and perfect life...though i was young it was like a huge eye opener for me to see the special people in that condition..when i cried,my father was beside m and he smiled at..he said its funny that i'm crying for them when they are actually smiling..it is true actually.when i went there and met them,all they were doing is smile..all of them..no one was crying there..even the caretakers and the parents were smiling..at that age,i was pretty annoyed because i thought we are suppose to be sad there and at least show our sad face when we're there and smiling was a big no no..i was angry at them for smiling and i was angry at God for making them like that..when i spoke to my father again about that he keep referring to them as special people..i got angry all over again, how can they be called when they are in this condition??i never got the answer until i grew up bit and when i went back to the same place..the kids there smiled at me so broadly when i went in..and the way they spoke to me,gestured at me,all this really touched me..they were happy..they're special and they're happy..that is when i know why are they special...how can they not be?? :)..here we are, very much perfect i with all our legs and hands and blah blah but yet we still have all kind of selfishness in us that makes us so moody and low in confidence and sad and frustrated with life and most of the time giving up in life though we don't really admit that..but look at them, disabled, but that they're strength..they smile and what a genuine smile that is..they live their life, just like us but in a more special way and thats not because they depend on others all the time, it is because they live their life with more confident and more happiness than any of us..one might argue,they don't have the worries we have,don't have the responsibilities we have..but yet we must not forget that we are more fortunate than them,in many ways,though, they are more fortunate than us in one huge way,that is they live their life in a better way than we do..if we get frustrated in life,just imagine them..they should be feeling depressed every second of their life..but they are not! why? because they are special..they look at life in a different way,the same way we should be looking at life..with confidence,with beauty,with the feeling that we are not the only citizen of this earth,there are others and all of us are equal and of course with the happiness that should always be in us so that we we're sad,depressed,frustrated the happiness will be there to help us through that tough times..one should always remember that the negative feeling that we feel,let it be sadness,revenge,frustration or anything else, all these feelings should just be a mask that covers our happiness,it should be temporary and we have to believe that no matter how long it takes, one day the mask will have to be taken off...the mask should not be made permanent, because that is when life becomes not worth living for...when i looked into their eyes,i see that they are happy..and that is one of the biggest inspiration in my life..appreciating life is something they do alot....that the life and thats what they appreciate..we live once,at least this life we live it only once and appreciating is so so compulsory! its not easy to be in that position and appreciate life but when they do, it shows the tremendous strength in them that we can only wish for because all of us, so called 'perfect' are actually so much weaker than them,we are scared of life...nothing is perfect in life,absolutely nothing is..so why waste time looking for a perfect life? being happy with what we have and making it better sounds like a more sensible idea isn't it??...they are disabled and different from us in many ways, but they can teach a lot, about life anf the way to live it..their disability is their ultimate strength...

=)

2010-02-02T10:22:00.001-08:00

U gave me the jewel,
U gave me the gold,
U gave me smile,
U gave me joy,
U gave me life,
U gave me my world,
U gave me a gift,
U gave me my precious friends=)

=(

2010-02-02T04:36:00.000-08:00

The pain in me is left unsaid,
How can you not see it,
When i looked at you,
When i smiled at you,
When u felt my shivering palms,
How can u not feel my pain,
How can u not see the tears in my eyes,
Is this what your love means,
Is this what i mean to you,
Or is this the end of everything,
Dont leave me hanging,
Dont leave the words unsaid,
Dont kill me inside,
Tell me now,
Before i die in vain..

Lies...

2010-02-01T23:24:00.000-08:00

I woke up in the morning,
looked at myself in the mirror,
a reflection of emptiness saw me,
you caused it and i knew it,
I said I care about you, You said you feel the same,
You lied to me,
I said you made my life, You said life begins with me,
You lied to me,
I said every night I dream about you, You said your nights are empty without me,
You lied to me,
I said you are my world, You said you'll fight the world for me,
You lied to me,
I said you are my everything, You said im your everything,
You lied to me,
Then, one day,
I said I love you,
You were silent,
every inch of my heart wanted you to lie that day,
And tell me that you love me too....

22 years to realise it...

2010-01-27T17:57:00.000-08:00

i woke up on my bday with a smile..like evryone else would..i mean its a the day ur born and it only comes once year,so its definitely the most special one!!then got a big fat hug frm my very the good fren...on that mornin wen i looked at myslef in the mirror i thght i have a great life..22years passed and i have good food,shelter,great family and frens to show their love and most importantly i have a life,a life to remember and cherish...then i looked at myself again and i realised looking at the gal in front of me, how lucky she is, and for all this time she actually had super many things to complain about!how pathetic is dat...i looked at myself the thought came to me,here i am living in this world for more than 2decades, and how heavy the degree of selfishness have i practised...it was my birthday,i was looking forward for a party back home without even a single thght abt the ppl outside who dun even have a single meal on their bday..it was like a slap in the face and that moment i had tears stinging my eyes..wat about them? was not the question in my mind..wat have i done fro them was something i asked my self..22years in this world,with a complete life and the thght of sharing was so minimum in me that it hurts to even think abt it..no matter who they are,their family..we live on the same planet and all of us have a reason to be here,and sharing shud be part of life coz every hman being on this planet has the rights for everything..if they cant get it,we who has it, help them to get it..i was so distressed on the morning of my bday thinking,me a person who thinks unselfishness is God,has been so selfish..to think abt a child out there regretting y did he was even born in this world and a mother who is not happy wen her baby was born simply because she has nothing to feed him is cruelity..and at the same time dats reality....im not saying everyone shud give up all their luxury and help others..its a matter of thought and doing wat u can...helping a single soul is already a huge favour..dats da realisation that hit me..all this wile,we were leaving everything to the large organisations and people..but i feel its time to change that do what we can do as well..being in malaysia,we dont have to go to afghanistan to help the needy..every part of the world there are people who need us..whom we can help,there are people who need us to make them smile,there are people who need us to serve them atleast a single meal..and i told myself,wen i wake up in the morning of 22 jan 2011,i wana smile genuinely at myself because i have done something for my family out there....

the fear of separation...

2009-12-17T20:53:00.000-08:00

separation is a huge transition in a person's life....leaving someone,leaving something,especially thing that u like and love is just remarkably cruel....its the most beautifully hurtful thing that one has to bear either that person want it or not...and believe me thats wen u'll feel like the most helpless person in the whole wide world!!because in my eyes,separation comes to us,without us knowing it, without us wanting it, without us believing it..it just comes,breaks the bond, and finally leave two people hanging very near to each other but yet far from each other...very very far...it takes a lot of courage for a person, for a heart, for a soul to go through the separation transition period with a smile outside and tear inside....the feeling itself is enough to break a person apart and to make them feel the world is a non worthwhile place to live in...believe in separation but never believe it can succeed us...believe it exist but never believe it would tear us apart, believe it can happen to anyone, but never ever believe it will happen to us..because i believe the love we have will keep separation apart but will keep us together for the rest of our life....i love you because you're he one trueself i have and i love you because you do not believe in separation like i do...:)...we believe and we dont....

:):)

2009-11-25T09:08:00.000-08:00

It’s a beautiful life we’re living in...no matter what we went through, all the sufferings, the problems, the obstacles, but people, it’s definitely a beautiful life. Above all the sufferings, and every other negative stuff that we went through, we never fail to laugh at least once a day, never fail to feel good once a day, nor we fail to smile, even though not to anybody but only to ourselves, once a day. So it is definitely a beautiful life.  but I understand that life is not all about that only. We cant be smiling to only ourselves for the rest of our life. I believe we have to make others smile as well to make it a not only beautiful but a meaningful life. We make others smile, but what about us? We would need people to make us smile and this is when life becomes truly beautiful. The people we meet, who makes us smile, cry, laugh, angry, and everything else, but they are there, with us, in moving through this incredible journey of life that no one single person can be sure we will get it back. I feel that we should be even grateful to our enemies for making our life somewhat interesting. And just imagine friends. They not only give us an interesting life but they give us life, a life that we want to remember forever. Friends are for everyone, for everything, for anything. I’ve always made good friends in my life. Though its mostly girls, as I’m totally surrounded by guys all my life (my bros that is), I preferred girls. :P but I had guy frens as well,with whom I always fight..lol..but I had the best galfrens ever!!i was extremely thankful to God for them and thought they are more than enough for me for the rest of my ife. Little did I know, God has another very very special gift for me, a gift that is going to make me smile for the rest of my life, a gift, which has the magic of carving a smile on my face by just the thought of him.............

only for u my fren for making my life a beautiful one..:)

2009-11-25T09:00:00.000-08:00

When i see your lids slowly closing,

When i see the wrinkle on your face slowly relaxing,

When i see the breath of yours and mine becoming softer,

I see a flower blossoming,

And i also see a flower slowly closing,

At that time i see another you,

The child of you,

Tears flooded my eyes and my love for you almost drowned me,

Because at that moment you were not just a child,

You were my child...:)

i can find many frens in my life,but u are the only one who can carve that smile on my face with a simple hello of yours...its just almost like a magic that make me thank God each day for giving me a fren who makes me smile and nothing else....i love you...:)

Frens we are...

2009-10-11T06:19:00.000-07:00

He is a fren,he definitely is..and im his fren,i definitely am..but why there is alot of confusion when a guy and a girl become frens..well its normal for people involved in it to be confused bit,as in the guy and gal involved coz they are directly involved in it,and they go through it and evrything..but why is it people outside,third party people are so much confused..their major confusion is are they real frens??or are they lovers pretending to be frens?..theres even studies carried out regarding this situation and studies actually say that,both parties are right and wrong..it says 1 out of 4 frens(a guy and a gal) are actually in love with each other but just simply refuse to admit it and hide themselves behind the mask of frenship. this is posible,im not saying it is not but very thin chance..it is normal for a gal to be very very close with her guy fren and vice versa..because he is ur best fren!!duh!..but the closeness is special compared to the closeness felt between a gal bestfren..and trust me most gals would definitely agree with me..but why is dat so,this is because,btwn a gal n gal theres alwes hidde jealosy and also competition..there would be tiny tiny unhapiness nad more..but that doesnt mean the frenship is not pure it just makes the frenship different with the one between a guy and a gal...wen ur frens with a guy,and wen ur bestfrens with a guy u will feel like ur the luckiest gal on earth..because of the care u get from them is just unlimited..more than ur boyfriend!lolx..but that is the truth..guys love their bestgalfrens..=)..i noe dat pretty well as im one of the luckiest gal as well...but im a little bit worried at how the world would look at us because we're really close..it even caused some distance,bitterness and everything..then i realised that if i were to worry abt the wolrd im going to lose a fren, who like him everyone should have in this world..so no worries bout outside world just the worry abt us..lol..sometimes i do ask myself am i behaving like a fren or more than that even without me knowing..but one will realise it doesnt mater as both are love,unconditional love..=)

him who is a bestfren

2009-10-04T10:49:00.001-07:00

i love him not because hes a lover but because hes my best fren...:).....

People

2009-10-04T10:40:00.000-07:00

wat da hell kind of people actually exist in this world..the world is going in a direction where there are less humans and more feeling less creatures left in this world!!..what is going to happen to this world...?only God knows..humans are in need nowdays to take special clases to ustand fellow humans so that we atlis wud know who to trust, who is the real fren, who is the mean soul and basically who are they for real..this is the worst thing that could happen to mankind where u dont even know weder u can trust the person next to u.how are we going live in a world where the entire community is full of selfish jerks who only think abt themselves and no one else!!!...we will not survive if go on with humanity says some but a day will come where those people will be in need of others humanity help and when they din get it,dats wen they will realise material world is the most fake thing in world and the world with people with heart in it that matters..i duno weder it will actually happen or the world get destucted before it actually ahppen but all mankind need to stop evrythng for a minute and think about it....to begin with it human need to be human....

Maths & Science in English

2009-07-10T04:57:00.000-07:00

wat a decision by the government....its a very much complicate decision...why cant the students leran it english and maths?? wat is so wrong with it??..the world is practicall moving with english and our kids are not allowed to learn basic maths and science in english...wat a decision....watever izit at the end of the day at uni level or wen they're doing form6 they will still have to learn it in english??..so y not start it since young..like the malay saying goes,melentur buluh biarlah dari rebungnya...malaysia is not following this and yet vr malaysians so wats da point of all this peribahasa??...ask any uni students,they would definitely say its better for them to learn it english coz the terms and language(english) in uni is difficult and a very strong foundation is necessary-very much...
i hope the govt will review its decision in this issue...

A tribute to my frens who has been there for me..always....(luv u gals!!)

2009-05-31T00:36:00.001-07:00

U you noe wat mel...i wrote this with my eyes filled with tears-both joy and sad after i read ur card for my 21^st bday for God noes how many-th time..first of all all i wana say is i MISS u guys..more than anyone else and anything else in this world..i miss u all terribly gals..and i feel so incomplete witout u guys and sometimes i feel empty without u guys and i feel like im alone sometimes and i really miss u guys..and guez wat i found out dat “miss” is a damn small word coz it never even show or tell wat im feeling insinde but unfortunately this is da best word i can use...i miss everything about us...

us laughing together.....us feeling sad together.....us sharing together....

i miss da laughter....i miss da jokes...i miss us eating together.....going out together.....i miss the hugs...i miss the words...i miss the tears..i miss the smile....i miss cotton candy claud...i miss the books mel...i miss football jen...i miss being u with u all..i miss saying us..i miss saying we all....i miss that life... i miss the love..i miss the joy..i miss walking together....i miss holding u guys’s hand...i miss sitting beside....i miss the word “shyam” by u guys...i miss “ mala” claud....i miss not missing u guys wen we meet everyday....i miss the sms-es...i miss the phone calls...i miss the exam fever together...i miss revising together...i miss the comfort of being together and guys.....I MISS MY BESTFRENS.....i just had to do thid..i had to tell u guys this coz i noe u gals are feeling the same...i met,meet and meeting many people in my life after we separate...most normal people but few are truly wonderful people...great frens they are....especially puva....but gals it never lessen my longing for u guys...its just not the same though they are there...its just no more US there...i want us gals..and i wan it...i wana go back to the time where we’re close...where i can feel u guys here with me...u noe wat gals...bcoz of u guys i never felt the fact dat im da only child..i never felt dat i have no siblings coz all of u are like sisters for me..and i alwes noe that wen im very old u guys still will be with me and i wont be alone dat time as well...u guys are part of me...i grew up with u guys and da fact dat i went to a reunion with none of u there just tore me apart..its been a rough year or so for me separating wih all of u....im so used to facing things woth u gus by my side dat i find it difficult to live...i sorry for being too emotional here today coz u gals noe dat im usually not but i duno i just feel like telling u gals now all these things coz i dun wana regret not telling in future...i hate life for separating us like this..i just hate it....im looking at our pics together now and i feel like jumping into the picture and be there...each one of you means a lot in my life,i hope u gals noe dat...today i realise how deep our frenship is...and i hope it will be forever...i can promise u gals one thing...no matter where i am...who i am...what i am...i will never ever forget any of you till my last breath...u guys made my life...i hope one day wen i am about to live this world,all of u will all be there with me and this are the words that is coming frm my heart....shyam is very much incomplete without mel poh choo yen and jen...i noe u all oso went through alot in this separation period and im sorry i can do nothing but pray to God to give all of you solutions for evrysingle thing u guys are facing and keep the smile on u guys’ face...

BORING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-31T00:32:00.000-07:00

wat a weekend it has been!!! i have to slap myself fot deciding not to go back this weekend!..boringness is practically engulfing me and i canot take it anymore!..haih...wats here?-NOTHING!..im just bored...super duper bored!....and very confused and very pissed off as well and very duno wat more....well the only good thing is im keeping my assignments on track..a tiny compensation for satying back this weekend..cant wait for fri!!...one week break!!..and im gona work during the weekend sumore!!..haha..its gona be fun!!!

a day which begins with alarm and ends with COCORUNCH.....

2009-04-29T08:02:00.000-07:00

what a day!!!! its just WOWWWWWW....
well as usual it begins with my alarm ringing...and had to wake up for malaysian studies...at 7am!!torture!loll...its a torture coz we gals slept too late las night...a normal day,den dr.sudhakaran anounced deres gona be a practical today.."shit!" im so sleepy! i wana sleep!!..so wat we did was after lunch rushed back to room to take a short nap!mind you the class was soooooooo long..dr.sudhakaran practically dragged it!!..den while i was trying to concentrate on sleeping sudenly barath called"hey shyamala.results came out dee"..BOMB!!!! and how on earth am i spoz to sleep afta dat???...den we rushed to practical..feeling nervous like shit!...den had to go through the practical..wat a practical dat was!!! basically tonnes of drawing and he was so particular so had to redo and redo and redo!!!OMG!!!...dahla ppl feeling like thousands of butterflies atttacking my stomach wall every second!,,,then cudn take it,so we practically RAN like mad gals all the way to admin building to see our result jus mins before they close it and in the mid of the class!...resuts were,lets say ok...passed yes but not satisfactory...haih...den class was done but the day wasnt...
we had paper plane competition after dat!!oh my god,alredi so exhausted mentally and physically now had to go for this pathetic competition pulak..damn man!...so we practically dragged our feets all the way to the sporst complex...
well the competition...it was fun actually...we were damn nervous...like hands sweating-butterfly stomach-shaking fingers kind of nervous...at the same time laughing like da craziest gals on earth!!lol..but we did our part and we didn even make a fool of ourselves..puva was the heroine of the day coz she flew all our planes..haha..and we won..........................consolation prize..hahahaha..but atlis it was sumthing...
then when we were walking back...it was a cockroach only a cockroach that passed by puva,but she shouted out loud COCOCRUNCH!!!!hahahaha..........wat a day.. i just wan it to end and go back home tomoro!!!miss papa!!!!......

i , me , and myself......

2009-04-28T06:34:00.000-07:00

i did a test in http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx about my personality...found out about this quiz through my bestfren and the result were amazingly accurate...this was the result..

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

da day not in aimst....

2009-04-25T11:05:00.000-07:00

after one damn whole week stuck in aimst finally i get to go out of aimst...it was freakingly good..and we had hell lot of fun..first it was a sort of a great lunch..but it was definitely better or i shud say much better food that we had!!..then it was shopping!!!! we shopped for hours,roaming round n round,not missing a single section of the mall...bought jeans as well!!!!the three of us(me,niva and puva) went on a crazy shopping spree..hehe..though most of it was window shopping..hehe..then,dinner time..and it was pizza for me n puva nad kfc for niva in pizza..lol...and then we just sat there n chatted...about wat..well almost evrythng under the sky and above the ground....and of course that includes tonnes of gossips..hehe..(v'r all GALS for godness sake!!)haha...then,well this is the saddest part..back to kaki bukit jerai:(....but the fun was dere...dats enuf for anotha week....

The Mountain

2009-04-23T20:55:00.000-07:00

i read this article by an unknown author in a website..it is really inspirational and i wish to share it with all....

A son and his father were walking on the mountains. Suddenly, his son falls, hurts himself and screams: "AAAhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"

To his surprise, he hears the voice repeating, somewhere in the mountain:

"AAAhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"

Curious, he yells: "Who are you?"

He receives the answer: "Who are you?"

Angered at the response, he screams: "Coward!"

He receives the answer: "Coward!"

He looks to his father and asks: "What's going on?"

The father smiles and says: "My son, pay attention."

And then he screams to the mountain: "I admire you!"

The voice answers: "I admire you!"

Again the man screams: "You are a champion!"

The voice answers: "You are a champion!"

The boy is surprised, but does not understand.

Then the father explains: "People call this ECHO, but really this is LIFE. It gives you back everything you say or do. Our life is simply a reflection of our actions.
If you want more love in the world, create more love in your heart.

If you want more competence in your team, improve your competence.This relationship applies to everything, in all aspects of life; Life will give you back everything you have given to it."

YOUR LIFE IS NOT A COINCIDENCE. IT'S A REFLECTION OF YOU!

omg!!!

2009-04-23T05:41:00.000-07:00

haha..God did it!!!haha...i talked to him! i talked to him! GOD IS ROCKINGLY GREAT!!!

I miss him......

2009-04-23T00:48:00.001-07:00

where is he? what is he doing? how is he? is he ok? is he sick? is he busy? has he forgotten me?
tonnes of questions running in my mind till i cant sleep! n had to pay a visit o the doc today coz no sleep+tension+stress=fever+headache+sore throat...haih....
wat a complicated,cruel and disgusting life it is.....
i just want one...one single damn word from him saying hes fine!!! am i asking too much..only God knows....let HIM decide...i'll wait..with lotz of pain....

too little...too late....

2009-04-23T00:19:00.000-07:00

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried...

consciousness

2009-04-07T19:23:00.000-07:00

so what are consciousness?...it is actually our awareness of our various mental processes such as sleeping,thinking,dreaming,making decision and etc..there are two types of consciousness..the firsr is waking consciousness where it is all the feelings we fell when we are awake...the next is altered state consciousness(asc) which means mental state that differs from normal waking consciousness..im realy interested in asc coz dats wat i do..asc include daydreaming,dreaming and sleeping...people say then when we daydream we express our hidden desires..it is also a beneficial way of relieving tensions..so wat are dreams? dreams are vivid visual and auditory experiences that our minds conjure up primarily during REM periods...REM is the sleeping state of rapid eye movement..hopefully i can remember these facts during my exam..:-)

EXAM!!!!

2009-04-07T19:20:00.000-07:00

exams are the worst thing on earth!! what are the real pupose of exam?? all we do is memorise,memorise and memorise and finally vomit it out on the exam day..so whats da point of it??? how does it help us to improve?? change the system people!!!......

my LOveLY LoVeLy NiEce

2009-03-05T07:26:00.000-08:00

well everyone will have their own nephews and nieces..i've got plenty of dem too but my most sayang and most cute and most cutest and most closest and most everything niece is da gal in da pix..KARTIGA..vr like best buds..shes my fren n im her best best big fren..we are alwez togeder,even go shopping togeder!! we alwez have crazy things to do like snap crazy pix,which is our most FAV activity,all the time v'll be snapping pix and mind u shes soooo good in posing..better than me!!....shes my cousin bro's daughter and a very smart gal..n our song is-BARNEY!!! i love you you love me we are happy family, with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you wont you say you love me TOO.....everyone would laugh but v'll sing out louD...\
shes starting her kindy this year and she's got herself a BF!! iswar or sumthng like dat..lol..kids nowdays...i just hope dat she'll be my bestbud forever n ever!!! my BABY>>>

Da CLass Which I DIN feLL AsLEEP

2009-03-04T07:11:00.000-08:00

My uni looking soo pretty in da mid of early morning mist..well for once atlis it looked pretty...it was an early early day..i had class as early as 8am on dat day..was sooo sleepy entering world religion n learning some boring stuff(shud have been interesting but well da lecturer successfully made it xtra boring) about religions around the world..class ended and i dashed back to room for a quick check on news online and do some facebooking....after dat had to drag myself for the next class which i told myself a definite BORING hour...intro to computer application,and i dun understand a single crap of it! haih....dragged my feet all the way to the third floor of library building to the very the very very the COLD room....me n my frens were late(biasalah tu kan) not to say xcited wana go class oso...but surprisingly lecturer not dere yet...actually we were suppose to have a new lecturer on that day..i thought its gona be Mr.Kurunathan-da laughing lecturer as stated in the course summary..as we were waiting a new face entered da class..he looked like a geek..well no offense but dat was my first impression on him and i thght hes a repeating student or something...coz wen he came in he wen straight to the student desk...then sudenly he went to the lecturers desk pulak...dats wen all da whispers started growing n we knew dat hes actually a LECTURER...i was like..ok hes da new man n but its gona be an old boring class again-how very wrong i was....he started da class introduced himself,fresh graduate frm india did btech, n da moment he started to speak i was wide awake..he was talking with his strongest indian accent dat surprisingly make him cute..wow..im actually saying this out...da class atmosphere basically changed,everyone or i should say especially da gals got kinda excited kinda interested in this new man...we all wanted to listen or atleast i wanted to listen not wat hes got to say but how hes saying it..hes accent i mean..hes a fresh graduate so he noes xactly n let me say this again exatly how to teach students...n i cudn believe da fact dat its his first ever class..he started da class and i started to wake up..lol..his class was so fun...i mean hes got the right approach toward da class and hes got this funny habit of touching his head,he was using words like damn , shit , and da tone of his language was like hes talking to his frens and not teaching...n he adresses da guys dudes...dats definitely cool..well i was awake through out da whole lecture to sum it up...it was a very different type of method of lecturing for me..i mean yea he still uses power point n stuff but he understands da right approach of capturing attention of the audience and he was very very well prepared and he knows exactly wat hes doing which is very very impressive for the first ever lecture...as a just-out-of-college man he still remembers da feel of being a student which unfortunately most lecturers have long forgotten...credit goes to him for keeping most of us awake during da whole lecture,dat is for two days and well too bad for us coz hes da lecturer for us for only two days...hope to see more lecturers like him in future...

2008-11-25T01:39:00.000-08:00

Football. How this 8-letter word has such a big impact on me...im absolutely crazy about it n being a girl, even nowdays it still raises few eyebrows...the perception of many- football-is-for-guys-only still circulate in this well developed era..i am absolutely fanatic about football and more precisely about Manchester United..i just simply do not know how on earth i got hooked up to it or how the hell i fell in love with man utd but i simply am..what i dont like is the bad energy that is created by most of the football fans about football. that is to say,their team is the best for them(i cant help but agree) yet at the same time, you DONT have to hate people who supports another club..take me for instance, i have four BESTFRIENDS.one of them is a man utd fan, another two dont even give a damn about football and another one is an avid chelsea fan..that doesnt mean i have to hate my bestfriend just because she supports chelsea,which is a rival club of man utd..this is what actally happening here in malaysia and i have seen many opposite team fans cursing each other or even nearing a fight(the tamil movie kind of thing) for football esp at the spots where big live matches are shown on the street,mamakstall and more..what these people fail to see is,after the scenes where the players actually shake hands,hug each other,be friendly with each other...that is what should be pracised here...football is a game,many would say its just a game,but for me its a game of my heart and soul,u can cry for footballm but DONT let another person DIE for football...football violence is a well known issue in many countries but i hope it wiil not be n malaysia...

important of sleep...

2008-11-19T09:05:00.000-08:00

i have not been slleping well for the past two weeks as i was having my exams. in these two weeks my brain seem to be completely drained out as if it has stopped working because lack of sleep. i read before that 8 hours of sleep is very important for a healthy life. but in this fast moving and ever competitive era how many of us are actually getting enough sleep?? how many of us actually do care about it??