a day which begins with alarm and ends with COCORUNCH.....

what a day!!!! its just WOWWWWWW....
well as usual it begins with my alarm ringing...and had to wake up for malaysian studies...at 7am!!torture!loll...its a torture coz we gals slept too late las night...a normal day,den dr.sudhakaran anounced deres gona be a practical today.."shit!" im so sleepy! i wana sleep!!..so wat we did was after lunch rushed back to room to take a short nap!mind you the class was soooooooo long..dr.sudhakaran practically dragged it!!..den while i was trying to concentrate on sleeping sudenly barath called"hey shyamala.results came out dee"..BOMB!!!! and how on earth am i spoz to sleep afta dat???...den we rushed to practical..feeling nervous like shit!...den had to go through the practical..wat a practical dat was!!! basically tonnes of drawing and he was so particular so had to redo and redo and redo!!!OMG!!!...dahla ppl feeling like thousands of butterflies atttacking my stomach wall every second!,,,then cudn take it,so we practically RAN like mad gals all the way to admin building to see our result jus mins before they close it and in the mid of the class!...resuts were,lets say ok...passed yes but not satisfactory...haih...den class was done but the day wasnt...
we had paper plane competition after dat!!oh my god,alredi so exhausted mentally and physically now had to go for this pathetic competition pulak..damn man!...so we practically dragged our feets all the way to the sporst complex...
well the competition...it was fun actually...we were damn nervous...like hands sweating-butterfly stomach-shaking fingers kind of nervous...at the same time laughing like da craziest gals on earth!!lol..but we did our part and we didn even make a fool of ourselves..puva was the heroine of the day coz she flew all our planes..haha..and we won..........................consolation prize..hahahaha..but atlis it was sumthing...
then when we were walking back...it was a cockroach only a cockroach that passed by puva,but she shouted out loud COCOCRUNCH!!!!hahahaha..........wat a day.. i just wan it to end and go back home tomoro!!!miss papa!!!!......

i , me , and myself......

i did a test in http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx about my personality...found out about this quiz through my bestfren and the result were amazingly accurate...this was the result..

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

da day not in aimst....

after one damn whole week stuck in aimst finally i get to go out of aimst...it was freakingly good..and we had hell lot of fun..first it was a sort of a great lunch..but it was definitely better or i shud say much better food that we had!!..then it was shopping!!!! we shopped for hours,roaming round n round,not missing a single section of the mall...bought jeans as well!!!!the three of us(me,niva and puva) went on a crazy shopping spree..hehe..though most of it was window shopping..hehe..then,dinner time..and it was pizza for me n puva nad kfc for niva in pizza..lol...and then we just sat there n chatted...about wat..well almost evrythng under the sky and above the ground....and of course that includes tonnes of gossips..hehe..(v'r all GALS for godness sake!!)haha...then,well this is the saddest part..back to kaki bukit jerai:(....but the fun was dere...dats enuf for anotha week....

The Mountain

i read this article by an unknown author in a website..it is really inspirational and i wish to share it with all....

A son and his father were walking on the mountains. Suddenly, his son falls, hurts himself and screams: "AAAhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"

To his surprise, he hears the voice repeating, somewhere in the mountain:

"AAAhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"

Curious, he yells: "Who are you?"

He receives the answer: "Who are you?"

Angered at the response, he screams: "Coward!"

He receives the answer: "Coward!"

He looks to his father and asks: "What's going on?"

The father smiles and says: "My son, pay attention."

And then he screams to the mountain: "I admire you!"

The voice answers: "I admire you!"

Again the man screams: "You are a champion!"

The voice answers: "You are a champion!"

The boy is surprised, but does not understand.

Then the father explains: "People call this ECHO, but really this is LIFE. It gives you back everything you say or do. Our life is simply a reflection of our actions.
If you want more love in the world, create more love in your heart.

If you want more competence in your team, improve your competence.This relationship applies to everything, in all aspects of life; Life will give you back everything you have given to it."

YOUR LIFE IS NOT A COINCIDENCE. IT'S A REFLECTION OF YOU!

omg!!!

haha..God did it!!!haha...i talked to him! i talked to him! GOD IS ROCKINGLY GREAT!!!

I miss him......

where is he? what is he doing? how is he? is he ok? is he sick? is he busy? has he forgotten me?
tonnes of questions running in my mind till i cant sleep! n had to pay a visit o the doc today coz no sleep+tension+stress=fever+headache+sore throat...haih....
wat a complicated,cruel and disgusting life it is.....
i just want one...one single damn word from him saying hes fine!!! am i asking too much..only God knows....let HIM decide...i'll wait..with lotz of pain....

too little...too late....

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried...

consciousness

so what are consciousness?...it is actually our awareness of our various mental processes such as sleeping,thinking,dreaming,making decision and etc..there are two types of consciousness..the firsr is waking consciousness where it is all the feelings we fell when we are awake...the next is altered state consciousness(asc) which means mental state that differs from normal waking consciousness..im realy interested in asc coz dats wat i do..asc include daydreaming,dreaming and sleeping...people say then when we daydream we express our hidden desires..it is also a beneficial way of relieving tensions..so wat are dreams? dreams are vivid visual and auditory experiences that our minds conjure up primarily during REM periods...REM is the sleeping state of rapid eye movement..hopefully i can remember these facts during my exam..:-)

EXAM!!!!

exams are the worst thing on earth!! what are the real pupose of exam?? all we do is memorise,memorise and memorise and finally vomit it out on the exam day..so whats da point of it??? how does it help us to improve?? change the system people!!!......