him who is a bestfren

i love him not because hes a lover but because hes my best fren...:).....

People

wat da hell kind of people actually exist in this world..the world is going in a direction where there are less humans and more feeling less creatures left in this world!!..what is going to happen to this world...?only God knows..humans are in need nowdays to take special clases to ustand fellow humans so that we atlis wud know who to trust, who is the real fren, who is the mean soul and basically who are they for real..this is the worst thing that could happen to mankind where u dont even know weder u can trust the person next to u.how are we going live in a world where the entire community is full of selfish jerks who only think abt themselves and no one else!!!...we will not survive if go on with humanity says some but a day will come where those people will be in need of others humanity help and when they din get it,dats wen they will realise material world is the most fake thing in world and the world with people with heart in it that matters..i duno weder it will actually happen or the world get destucted before it actually ahppen but all mankind need to stop evrythng for a minute and think about it....to begin with it human need to be human....

Maths & Science in English

wat a decision by the government....its a very much complicate decision...why cant the students leran it english and maths?? wat is so wrong with it??..the world is practicall moving with english and our kids are not allowed to learn basic maths and science in english...wat a decision....watever izit at the end of the day at uni level or wen they're doing form6 they will still have to learn it in english??..so y not start it since young..like the malay saying goes,melentur buluh biarlah dari rebungnya...malaysia is not following this and yet vr malaysians so wats da point of all this peribahasa??...ask any uni students,they would definitely say its better for them to learn it english coz the terms and language(english) in uni is difficult and a very strong foundation is necessary-very much...
i hope the govt will review its decision in this issue...

A tribute to my frens who has been there for me..always....(luv u gals!!)

U you noe wat mel...i wrote this with my eyes filled with tears-both joy and sad after i read ur card for my 21^st bday for God noes how many-th time..first of all all i wana say is i MISS u guys..more than anyone else and anything else in this world..i miss u all terribly gals..and i feel so incomplete witout u guys and sometimes i feel empty without u guys and i feel like im alone sometimes and i really miss u guys..and guez wat i found out dat “miss” is a damn small word coz it never even show or tell wat im feeling insinde but unfortunately this is da best word i can use...i miss everything about us...

us laughing together.....us feeling sad together.....us sharing together....

i miss da laughter....i miss da jokes...i miss us eating together.....going out together.....i miss the hugs...i miss the words...i miss the tears..i miss the smile....i miss cotton candy claud...i miss the books mel...i miss football jen...i miss being u with u all..i miss saying us..i miss saying we all....i miss that life... i miss the love..i miss the joy..i miss walking together....i miss holding u guys’s hand...i miss sitting beside....i miss the word “shyam” by u guys...i miss “ mala” claud....i miss not missing u guys wen we meet everyday....i miss the sms-es...i miss the phone calls...i miss the exam fever together...i miss revising together...i miss the comfort of being together and guys.....I MISS MY BESTFRENS.....i just had to do thid..i had to tell u guys this coz i noe u gals are feeling the same...i met,meet and meeting many people in my life after we separate...most normal people but few are truly wonderful people...great frens they are....especially puva....but gals it never lessen my longing for u guys...its just not the same though they are there...its just no more US there...i want us gals..and i wan it...i wana go back to the time where we’re close...where i can feel u guys here with me...u noe wat gals...bcoz of u guys i never felt the fact dat im da only child..i never felt dat i have no siblings coz all of u are like sisters for me..and i alwes noe that wen im very old u guys still will be with me and i wont be alone dat time as well...u guys are part of me...i grew up with u guys and da fact dat i went to a reunion with none of u there just tore me apart..its been a rough year or so for me separating wih all of u....im so used to facing things woth u gus by my side dat i find it difficult to live...i sorry for being too emotional here today coz u gals noe dat im usually not but i duno i just feel like telling u gals now all these things coz i dun wana regret not telling in future...i hate life for separating us like this..i just hate it....im looking at our pics together now and i feel like jumping into the picture and be there...each one of you means a lot in my life,i hope u gals noe dat...today i realise how deep our frenship is...and i hope it will be forever...i can promise u gals one thing...no matter where i am...who i am...what i am...i will never ever forget any of you till my last breath...u guys made my life...i hope one day wen i am about to live this world,all of u will all be there with me and this are the words that is coming frm my heart....shyam is very much incomplete without mel poh choo yen and jen...i noe u all oso went through alot in this separation period and im sorry i can do nothing but pray to God to give all of you solutions for evrysingle thing u guys are facing and keep the smile on u guys’ face...

BORING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wat a weekend it has been!!! i have to slap myself fot deciding not to go back this weekend!..boringness is practically engulfing me and i canot take it anymore!..haih...wats here?-NOTHING!..im just bored...super duper bored!....and very confused and very pissed off as well and very duno wat more....well the only good thing is im keeping my assignments on track..a tiny compensation for satying back this weekend..cant wait for fri!!...one week break!!..and im gona work during the weekend sumore!!..haha..its gona be fun!!!

a day which begins with alarm and ends with COCORUNCH.....

what a day!!!! its just WOWWWWWW....
well as usual it begins with my alarm ringing...and had to wake up for malaysian studies...at 7am!!torture!loll...its a torture coz we gals slept too late las night...a normal day,den dr.sudhakaran anounced deres gona be a practical today.."shit!" im so sleepy! i wana sleep!!..so wat we did was after lunch rushed back to room to take a short nap!mind you the class was soooooooo long..dr.sudhakaran practically dragged it!!..den while i was trying to concentrate on sleeping sudenly barath called"hey shyamala.results came out dee"..BOMB!!!! and how on earth am i spoz to sleep afta dat???...den we rushed to practical..feeling nervous like shit!...den had to go through the practical..wat a practical dat was!!! basically tonnes of drawing and he was so particular so had to redo and redo and redo!!!OMG!!!...dahla ppl feeling like thousands of butterflies atttacking my stomach wall every second!,,,then cudn take it,so we practically RAN like mad gals all the way to admin building to see our result jus mins before they close it and in the mid of the class!...resuts were,lets say ok...passed yes but not satisfactory...haih...den class was done but the day wasnt...
we had paper plane competition after dat!!oh my god,alredi so exhausted mentally and physically now had to go for this pathetic competition pulak..damn man!...so we practically dragged our feets all the way to the sporst complex...
well the competition...it was fun actually...we were damn nervous...like hands sweating-butterfly stomach-shaking fingers kind of nervous...at the same time laughing like da craziest gals on earth!!lol..but we did our part and we didn even make a fool of ourselves..puva was the heroine of the day coz she flew all our planes..haha..and we won..........................consolation prize..hahahaha..but atlis it was sumthing...
then when we were walking back...it was a cockroach only a cockroach that passed by puva,but she shouted out loud COCOCRUNCH!!!!hahahaha..........wat a day.. i just wan it to end and go back home tomoro!!!miss papa!!!!......

i , me , and myself......

i did a test in http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx about my personality...found out about this quiz through my bestfren and the result were amazingly accurate...this was the result..

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.