the fear of separation...

separation is a huge transition in a person's life....leaving someone,leaving something,especially thing that u like and love is just remarkably cruel....its the most beautifully hurtful thing that one has to bear either that person want it or not...and believe me thats wen u'll feel like the most helpless person in the whole wide world!!because in my eyes,separation comes to us,without us knowing it, without us wanting it, without us believing it..it just comes,breaks the bond, and finally leave two people hanging very near to each other but yet far from each other...very very far...it takes a lot of courage for a person, for a heart, for a soul to go through the separation transition period with a smile outside and tear inside....the feeling itself is enough to break a person apart and to make them feel the world is a non worthwhile place to live in...believe in separation but never believe it can succeed us...believe it exist but never believe it would tear us apart, believe it can happen to anyone, but never ever believe it will happen to us..because i believe the love we have will keep separation apart but will keep us together for the rest of our life....i love you because you're he one trueself i have and i love you because you do not believe in separation like i do...:)...we believe and we dont....

:):)

It’s a beautiful life we’re living in...no matter what we went through, all the sufferings, the problems, the obstacles, but people, it’s definitely a beautiful life. Above all the sufferings, and every other negative stuff that we went through, we never fail to laugh at least once a day, never fail to feel good once a day, nor we fail to smile, even though not to anybody but only to ourselves, once a day. So it is definitely a beautiful life.  but I understand that life is not all about that only. We cant be smiling to only ourselves for the rest of our life. I believe we have to make others smile as well to make it a not only beautiful but a meaningful life. We make others smile, but what about us? We would need people to make us smile and this is when life becomes truly beautiful. The people we meet, who makes us smile, cry, laugh, angry, and everything else, but they are there, with us, in moving through this incredible journey of life that no one single person can be sure we will get it back. I feel that we should be even grateful to our enemies for making our life somewhat interesting. And just imagine friends. They not only give us an interesting life but they give us life, a life that we want to remember forever. Friends are for everyone, for everything, for anything. I’ve always made good friends in my life. Though its mostly girls, as I’m totally surrounded by guys all my life (my bros that is), I preferred girls. :P but I had guy frens as well,with whom I always fight..lol..but I had the best galfrens ever!!i was extremely thankful to God for them and thought they are more than enough for me for the rest of my ife. Little did I know, God has another very very special gift for me, a gift that is going to make me smile for the rest of my life, a gift, which has the magic of carving a smile on my face by just the thought of him.............

only for u my fren for making my life a beautiful one..:)

When i see your lids slowly closing,

When i see the wrinkle on your face slowly relaxing,

When i see the breath of yours and mine becoming softer,

I see a flower blossoming,

And i also see a flower slowly closing,

At that time i see another you,

The child of you,

Tears flooded my eyes and my love for you almost drowned me,

Because at that moment you were not just a child,

You were my child...:)

i can find many frens in my life,but u are the only one who can carve that smile on my face with a simple hello of yours...its just almost like a magic that make me thank God each day for giving me a fren who makes me smile and nothing else....i love you...:)

Frens we are...

He is a fren,he definitely is..and im his fren,i definitely am..but why there is alot of confusion when a guy and a girl become frens..well its normal for people involved in it to be confused bit,as in the guy and gal involved coz they are directly involved in it,and they go through it and evrything..but why is it people outside,third party people are so much confused..their major confusion is are they real frens??or are they lovers pretending to be frens?..theres even studies carried out regarding this situation and studies actually say that,both parties are right and wrong..it says 1 out of 4 frens(a guy and a gal) are actually in love with each other but just simply refuse to admit it and hide themselves behind the mask of frenship. this is posible,im not saying it is not but very thin chance..it is normal for a gal to be very very close with her guy fren and vice versa..because he is ur best fren!!duh!..but the closeness is special compared to the closeness felt between a gal bestfren..and trust me most gals would definitely agree with me..but why is dat so,this is because,btwn a gal n gal theres alwes hidde jealosy and also competition..there would be tiny tiny unhapiness nad more..but that doesnt mean the frenship is not pure it just makes the frenship different with the one between a guy and a gal...wen ur frens with a guy,and wen ur bestfrens with a guy u will feel like ur the luckiest gal on earth..because of the care u get from them is just unlimited..more than ur boyfriend!lolx..but that is the truth..guys love their bestgalfrens..=)..i noe dat pretty well as im one of the luckiest gal as well...but im a little bit worried at how the world would look at us because we're really close..it even caused some distance,bitterness and everything..then i realised that if i were to worry abt the wolrd im going to lose a fren, who like him everyone should have in this world..so no worries bout outside world just the worry abt us..lol..sometimes i do ask myself am i behaving like a fren or more than that even without me knowing..but one will realise it doesnt mater as both are love,unconditional love..=)

him who is a bestfren

i love him not because hes a lover but because hes my best fren...:).....

People

wat da hell kind of people actually exist in this world..the world is going in a direction where there are less humans and more feeling less creatures left in this world!!..what is going to happen to this world...?only God knows..humans are in need nowdays to take special clases to ustand fellow humans so that we atlis wud know who to trust, who is the real fren, who is the mean soul and basically who are they for real..this is the worst thing that could happen to mankind where u dont even know weder u can trust the person next to u.how are we going live in a world where the entire community is full of selfish jerks who only think abt themselves and no one else!!!...we will not survive if go on with humanity says some but a day will come where those people will be in need of others humanity help and when they din get it,dats wen they will realise material world is the most fake thing in world and the world with people with heart in it that matters..i duno weder it will actually happen or the world get destucted before it actually ahppen but all mankind need to stop evrythng for a minute and think about it....to begin with it human need to be human....

Maths & Science in English

wat a decision by the government....its a very much complicate decision...why cant the students leran it english and maths?? wat is so wrong with it??..the world is practicall moving with english and our kids are not allowed to learn basic maths and science in english...wat a decision....watever izit at the end of the day at uni level or wen they're doing form6 they will still have to learn it in english??..so y not start it since young..like the malay saying goes,melentur buluh biarlah dari rebungnya...malaysia is not following this and yet vr malaysians so wats da point of all this peribahasa??...ask any uni students,they would definitely say its better for them to learn it english coz the terms and language(english) in uni is difficult and a very strong foundation is necessary-very much...
i hope the govt will review its decision in this issue...