U you noe wat mel...i wrote this with my eyes filled with tears-both joy and sad after i read ur card for my 21st bday for God noes how many-th time..first of all all i wana say is i MISS u guys..more than anyone else and anything else in this world..i miss u all terribly gals..and i feel so incomplete witout u guys and sometimes i feel empty without u guys and i feel like im alone sometimes and i really miss u guys..and guez wat i found out dat “miss” is a damn small word coz it never even show or tell wat im feeling insinde but unfortunately this is da best word i can use...i miss everything about us...
us laughing together.....us feeling sad together.....us sharing together....
i miss da laughter....i miss da jokes...i miss us eating together.....going out together.....i miss the hugs...i miss the words...i miss the tears..i miss the smile....i miss cotton candy claud...i miss the books mel...i miss football jen...i miss being u with u all..i miss saying us..i miss saying we all....i miss that life... i miss the love..i miss the joy..i miss walking together....i miss holding u guys’s hand...i miss sitting beside....i miss the word “shyam” by u guys...i miss “ mala” claud....i miss not missing u guys wen we meet everyday....i miss the sms-es...i miss the phone calls...i miss the exam fever together...i miss revising together...i miss the comfort of being together and guys.....I MISS MY BESTFRENS.....i just had to do thid..i had to tell u guys this coz i noe u gals are feeling the same...i met,meet and meeting many people in my life after we separate...most normal people but few are truly wonderful people...great frens they are....especially puva....but gals it never lessen my longing for u guys...its just not the same though they are there...its just no more US there...i want us gals..and i wan it...i wana go back to the time where we’re close...where i can feel u guys here with me...u noe wat gals...bcoz of u guys i never felt the fact dat im da only child..i never felt dat i have no siblings coz all of u are like sisters for me..and i alwes noe that wen im very old u guys still will be with me and i wont be alone dat time as well...u guys are part of me...i grew up with u guys and da fact dat i went to a reunion with none of u there just tore me apart..its been a rough year or so for me separating wih all of u....im so used to facing things woth u gus by my side dat i find it difficult to live...i sorry for being too emotional here today coz u gals noe dat im usually not but i duno i just feel like telling u gals now all these things coz i dun wana regret not telling in future...i hate life for separating us like this..i just hate it....im looking at our pics together now and i feel like jumping into the picture and be there...each one of you means a lot in my life,i hope u gals noe dat...today i realise how deep our frenship is...and i hope it will be forever...i can promise u gals one thing...no matter where i am...who i am...what i am...i will never ever forget any of you till my last breath...u guys made my life...i hope one day wen i am about to live this world,all of u will all be there with me and this are the words that is coming frm my heart....shyam is very much incomplete without mel poh choo yen and jen...i noe u all oso went through alot in this separation period and im sorry i can do nothing but pray to God to give all of you solutions for evrysingle thing u guys are facing and keep the smile on u guys’ face...
