22 years to realise it...

i woke up on my bday with a smile..like evryone else would..i mean its a the day ur born and it only comes once year,so its definitely the most special one!!then got a big fat hug frm my very the good fren...on that mornin wen i looked at myslef in the mirror i thght i have a great life..22years passed and i have good food,shelter,great family and frens to show their love and most importantly i have a life,a life to remember and cherish...then i looked at myself again and i realised looking at the gal in front of me, how lucky she is, and for all this time she actually had super many things to complain about!how pathetic is dat...i looked at myself the thought came to me,here i am living in this world for more than 2decades, and how heavy the degree of selfishness have i practised...it was my birthday,i was looking forward for a party back home without even a single thght abt the ppl outside who dun even have a single meal on their bday..it was like a slap in the face and that moment i had tears stinging my eyes..wat about them? was not the question in my mind..wat have i done fro them was something i asked my self..22years in this world,with a complete life and the thght of sharing was so minimum in me that it hurts to even think abt it..no matter who they are,their family..we live on the same planet and all of us have a reason to be here,and sharing shud be part of life coz every hman being on this planet has the rights for everything..if they cant get it,we who has it, help them to get it..i was so distressed on the morning of my bday thinking,me a person who thinks unselfishness is God,has been so selfish..to think abt a child out there regretting y did he was even born in this world and a mother who is not happy wen her baby was born simply because she has nothing to feed him is cruelity..and at the same time dats reality....im not saying everyone shud give up all their luxury and help others..its a matter of thought and doing wat u can...helping a single soul is already a huge favour..dats da realisation that hit me..all this wile,we were leaving everything to the large organisations and people..but i feel its time to change that do what we can do as well..being in malaysia,we dont have to go to afghanistan to help the needy..every part of the world there are people who need us..whom we can help,there are people who need us to make them smile,there are people who need us to serve them atleast a single meal..and i told myself,wen i wake up in the morning of 22 jan 2011,i wana smile genuinely at myself because i have done something for my family out there....