I miss him......

where is he? what is he doing? how is he? is he ok? is he sick? is he busy? has he forgotten me?
tonnes of questions running in my mind till i cant sleep! n had to pay a visit o the doc today coz no sleep+tension+stress=fever+headache+sore throat...haih....
wat a complicated,cruel and disgusting life it is.....
i just want one...one single damn word from him saying hes fine!!! am i asking too much..only God knows....let HIM decide...i'll wait..with lotz of pain....